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Monday, 16 May 2011

Jumping the Broom

Movies are educational...
Watched Jumping the Broom Last Night adn i learned that when African decent people get married, some literally jump a broom as a tradition. 
The reason for jumping the broom is to, remember and honour the slaves.  As they couldn't get married, so the jumped a broom.

Jumping the broom is a movie by Tyler Perry and it's very educational...

Failure

Fear of failure is an eternal flame burning at my core.
I sought to try something different
or was given a new chore.
Pilot light of pale blue fire
illuminates memories of mistakes.
Lacking the knowledge, skills, and ability,
what if my best is not enough?
This kindling of deficiency bursts into flames.
Internal voices ignite dried out wooden dreams.
Smoke clouds vague visions of victory.

Lack of confidence intensifies insecurity.
White-hot coals of stress cauterize creativity.
Combustion feeds on all my senses.
Reeking of burning skin
sweat leaks from brow and chin.
Heat of embarrassment flushes face.
Stoking the pyre makes heart race.
Searing steam seeps from eyes.
Voice melts to choking cries.
Blazing inferno consumes action
dimming success and satisfaction
Resolve dissolves into Hell,
Could not
Would not
Can not
Quit.


When you fear something is when the worst will happen, because you will not put your all into it. Atleast that's what i believe...

Graduating

Many of my peers will be graduating this May, becuase they didint came into 6th form with the kinda approach i did.
I came in with the mentality of "oh, i have enough free time i'll get my work done sometime"
Well... i must admit i got distracted by all the free times on my hands, i didn't used it to my advantage and now i am back a whole semester.
That gave me a good eye opening and brought me back to realty.  Although i am not that good on time management i try my very best to do so and not get distracted.
Hoping to graduate December 2011

No Looking Back- Damita

mmm oh 
-I am leaving this place now, letting go of all my fears, saying good-bye to the memory I hold dear 

-I can finally breath again, its a new day fair well past, as I close this chapter I set free at last 

CHORUS 
I made up my mind-theres no turning back-the past is behind me-theres no looking back-I'm looking forward not behind- I've made a desicion- I give you my life 

-Every step I take is new, I found courage to go on, though its rough sometime I still have to be strong 

-I may have to walk alone, but the One who live inside, me is always there to comfort and to guide 

CHORUS 
I made up my mind-theres no turning back-the past is behind me-theres no looking back-I'm looking forward not behind- I've made a desicion- I give you my life 

-I can see the sun breaking through the clouds, lifting my hands cause I'm all right now 

-I can shout about it, I can laugh about it, I can talk about it 

-oh 

-oh 

-oh (CHORUS) 



Hearing this song brought tears to my eyes... This Gospel song is so heart warming and is everything i want to be.  I want to leave this life i live in and never look back at "what was" To turn my life over to my Father God...

Exam

Exam week is finally here... Studying...Reviewing...Distractions...Temptaions...Mein this isn't as easy.  No time for cracking back. Altho most people believe "what yo neva laan yo nuh wa laan agen"
It's atleast worth a try...what u say???

Good Luck on everyone taking exam!!

Beach Volleyball

Belize is hosting it's first Central America Beach Volleyball Tournament, here in Belize City.  Teams from Central America will be participating in this tournament, namely: Panama, Costa Rica, Nicaragua, Honduras, El Salvador and Belize.  6 teams fighting for the gold.
The event will be held May 20th-22nd at  Marion Jones.

Bring out your family and come support us...

Volleyball

Volleyball Season is going great so far... My team n i, Jaguars, have not losed a game yet... We are 5-0 in the regular season. Our motto is RPP-Relentlessly Pursuing Perfection!! As we plan to strive for excellence and hope to come out on top...

Wildcats and Usher-Crushes are fighting hard and putting there talent to great use... Starz, our rivals, are working out hard in order to win a game from us.

Not on Jaguars watch...Roarrr!!!

Wednesday, 4 May 2011

Sad..

So was browsing the net and came across one of the funny FB sites that tells jokes about different situation and people. Whilst reading i came across this:

"President Bush tried and failed.
 President Clinton tried and failed.
 President Obama tried and succeeded.


 The moral of this is...
 If you want someone dead, hire a black man."

When i started to read that, i can tell from the start that it was about Osama Bin Laden. But reading farther I got really upset, because i think they took the joke too far.  This is what the americans labeling us as and it hurts really bad.  What you think???

"Madea's Big Happy Family"

"When Madea's niece, Shirley, receives distressing news about her health, all she wants is to gather her three adult children around her and share the news as a family. But Tammy, Kimberly and Byron are too distracted by their own problems: Tammy can't manage her unruly children or her broken marriage; Kimberly is gripped with anger and takes it out o her husband; and Byron, after spending two years in jail, is under pressure to deal drugs again. It's up to Madea, with the help of the equally rambunctious Aunt Bam, to gather the clan together and make things right the only way she know how: with a lot of tough love, laughter -- and the revelation of a long-buried family secret."


This movie is sad but funny... Shirley cancer caught up back to her and she had 6 weeks to live.  Her three adult children does not get along great with each other and plus Kimberly doesn't show her mom any respect.  Shirley wants to have a little dinner with the entire family before the 6 weeks is up, so she can break the bad the to the family at once instead of one by one.  They kept arguing and kept on leaving the house.  When Madea got involve the story got juicy... Madea did  miracle with out her 'piece' lol... Shirley died and the family found out will she took her long breathe that there mother was dieing from cancer... 

Mein!!!

I am getting frustrated with all these admires trialling me... It's starting to get really scary.
I don't mean trialling me like following me everywhere.
They are really starting to annoy me, even when i ignore them they don't get the sense.  I shame them N they don't get the point. 
I guess i'm prettier than i thought, because one of them is telling me he loves me n he only see me around in church.  I told him that you don't know me and i don't know you. His reply was "I know you from church i see you around" He sweet me...lol

He facy eh!! haha

My Easter

Hey everyone...
I spent my easter vacation right at home with my family.  It was a relaxing one i may say. I eat all day long and still havent gained a pound..lol

Easter isn't all about having fun and getting drunk and going to the cayes and getting sun burn :)

Saturday, 23 April 2011

Attitude

“The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes.”

Wednesday, 13 April 2011

Screams Of Frustration by **Angel**

How I wish I could look back to understand
back to when lives were taken
back to when families were separated
back to when children were murdered
I wish I could have helped to save them
I wish I could have tried to understand this senseless taking of human life.
They are no different than you or I.
They did not deserve this pain, this torture.
I wish I could look back to understand, to set lives free
to learn their pain and frustration.

Trying to understand;
I can hear their screams
I can hear their pain
I can hear their fear
I can hear a mother's cry when children are shot down
Oh, that pain so great, so terrible
I can smell the odor,
the odor of burning human life
I can smell the sweat,
the sweat of hard labour
I can smell the fear,
such an atrocity

I see the footage today, trying to learn what happened to them.
I watch the films today, trying to comprehend the pain they went through.
We all see the pictures, watch the torture, just trying to imagine this tragedy.
But the fact is we can't, unless our human life undergoes this.
These poor people, my heart cries out but there is nothing I can do.
Oh, please hear me. I am so sorry this had to happen to you.
Your time is now, it is here, time to rest,
time to be reunited and live everlasting in that great kingdom
called heaven.


This poem reminds me of all these mindless crime happening in this place i call home...

Nature

Nature is such a beautiful thing... Being locked up iin a house and missing out on what nature has to offer to you is sad.  Feeling down an out...Go chill with nature she will comfort in some kind of way our the order.  Listen to the birds sing, to the wind howl, to the running waters lashing against the earth...  it's so soothing and breath taking.  It relax your mind and calms you down.  I Love nature so much...

Monday, 4 April 2011

What will you do???

Don't you hate when people see's certain information and carry it about wrongly because they don't understand the situation???

What were you going to do if that ever happened to you???  You associate yourself with the person and everything, but this one incident got you really mad and frustrated that you can't stand the person anymore....  What will you do???

????Torn between two????

If u fall in Love with two people, pick the second one because if you were really in love with the first person you wouldn't have fallen for the second one...

How many of you believe this???? Personally i think it's true to some extent.  If you and your significant other is arguing and you turn to another person for comfort and you start fallen for him/her because he's the one making you happy at the moment.  You will lose some kind of interest for your boyfriend/girlfriend and things won't be the same between you two. 

But then you can also fall in love with two people, most people says that non-sense and can't be true.  But it very ture... PERSONALITY!!! some people fall in love with personality first before they fall in  love with the person's appearance, that's the way i go.  It's easy to fall in love with two people's personality.  So you willl be torn between the two and don' know which way to turn.

What are your views???

Vball Update

Indoor Volleyball season started last saturday on April 2nd, 2011...
1st game was between Jaguars and Starz, the two rivals of the seasons...  They bucked head to head in the opening game.  Jaguars defeated Starz in the 1st 25-2 n 2nd set 25-17.  Starz came back with a victory over jaguars in the 3rd set 27-29.  Jaguars needed alil recooping in the 3rd practically gave the set to starz and went back with a big bomb in the 4th set win the game overall 25-13...

Next game schedule for next saturday the April 9th. 
Jaguars vs Wildcats
Starz vs Usher-Crushers

Wednesday, 23 March 2011

My Best Friend


You've been there for me
through the good times and bad
I know I can count on you
to be there when I'm sad

Life without you
just wouldn't be right
I wouldn't be able to get through
each day and night

When I've had a bad day
I know that you're only a call away
When life takes that crazy turn
You are always there to help me learn

We've had so many good times together
I know we'll be best friends forever
No matter where we are
I know we'll never be too far

You're my idol, my sister, my friend
We'll be together till the end
Even when we're old and gray
You'll be here still,
to help me get on my way.


.....

Keeping up with this blog is harder than i thought... With the extra activities i enroll in, i bearly have time for this.  Time is not only the issuse...What should i blog about is the big question?  Ideas come to mind but when it's time to put it down it's a different story at times very frustrated.
Blogging is no easy job to me at this moment it's getting to my head. 
=D

I'm Glad There's You

I'm glad there's you to smile at me
And brighten up my day,
To share my thoughts and understand
The things I do and say.

I'm glad there's you to laugh with me
At ordinary things,
To show me what is special,
In everything life brings.

I'm glad there's you to be with,
And I think it's time you knew,
Just how happy you have made me, Ces Magz,
And how glad I am there's you!

My Wish for Brianna Lopez

When you are lonely
I wish you love.
When you are down
I wish you joy.
When you are troubled
I wish you peace.
When things are complicated
I wish you simple beauty.
When things are chaotic
I wish you inner silence.
When things look empty
I wish you hope.
 
Bri no matter what happens in your/our life we shall always look at things in a positive way... I Love u mama!!

Monday, 14 March 2011

TWEETY...Dedicated to Shantell Arnold!!


She's my Bestie n 4eva will be... She is never an option, N that's a fact!!!
Shantell Marie Arnold
I Love u!!!

Friday, 11 March 2011

Hundreds killed in tsunami after 8.9 Japan quake

TOKYO – A ferocious tsunami spawned by one of the largest earthquakes ever recorded slammed Japan's eastern coast Friday, killing hundreds of people as it swept away boats, cars and homes while widespread fires burned out of control.
Hours later, the tsunami hit Hawaii and warnings blanketed the Pacific, as far away as South America, Canada, Alaska and the entire U.S. West Coast.
Police said 200 to 300 bodies were found in the northeastern coastal city of Sendai. Another 88 were confirmed killed and at least 349 were missing. The death toll was likely to continue climbing given the scale of the disaster.
The magnitude 8.9 offshore quake unleashed a 23-foot (7-meter) tsunami and was followed by more than 50 aftershocks for hours, many of them of more than magnitude 6.0.
Dozens of cities and villages along a 1,300-mile (2,100-kilometer) stretch of coastline were shaken by violent tremors that reached as far away as Tokyo, hundreds of miles (kilometers) from the epicenter.
"The earthquake has caused major damage in broad areas in northern Japan," Prime Minister Naoto Kan said at a news conference.
The government ordered thousands of residents near a nuclear power plant in Onahama city to evacuate because the plant's system was unable to cool the reactor. The reactor was not leaking radiation but its core remained hot even after a shutdown. The plant is 170 miles (270 kilometers) northeast of Tokyo.
Trouble was reported at two other nuclear plants as well, but there was no radiation leak at any.



Mein.... I feel for these those people.  This is so sad. When i heard it on the news my jaw dropped.  It was just too hard to believe all that had happened.  The sences was so distructive i couldn't bare watching it.  So many killed, so many people/bodies not found...
People we got to thank God for the little of what we have... We never know when we will be next and our lives will be taking away in the blink of an eye...
LIVE UP, BLESS UP!!!

Read up more:
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20110311/ap_on_re_as/as_japan_earthquake

SpongeBob

He’s yellow and he’s wacky and he wears a tie and shirt.
He’s full of funny sayings, but his square pants are a quirk.

His best friend is pink and dopey, has bulging eyes and a pointy head.
But when Sponge Bob gets in trouble, it’s usually with a squid.

He likes to chase jelly fish, flip crabby patties, sing and play—
Sponge Bob is the greatest! Hey, what more can I say?

LOVE HIM :)

:( A Year Without Rain :(

Oooooh 
Can you feel me when I think about you? 
With every breath I take 
Every minute, no matter what I do 
My world is an empty place 

Like I've been wonderin the desert 
For a thousand days 
Don't know if it's a mirage 
But I always see your face, baby 

I'm missing you so much 
Can't help it, I'm in love 
A day without you is like a year without rain 
I need you by my side 
Don't know how I'll survive 
A day without you is like a year without rain 
Ohhohoh, Woooaaahh woaahh 

The stars are burning 
I hear your voice in my mind 
Can't you hear me calling 
My heart is yearning 
Like the ocean that's running dry 
Catch me I'm falling 

It's like the ground is crumbling underneath my feet (Won't you save me) 
There's gonna be a monsoon 
When you get back to me 
Ohhhh baby 

I'm missing you so much 

Can't help it, I'm in love 
A day without you is like a year without rain 
I need you by my side 
Don't know how I'll survive 
A day without you is like a year without rain 
Ohhohoh, Woooaaahh woaahh 

So let this drought come to an end 
And make this desert flower again 
I'm so glad you found me 
Stick around me 
Baby, baby, baby, oh 
It's a world of wonder with you in my life 
Still hurting baby 
Don't waste no more time 
And I need you here 
I can't explain 
But a day without you 
Is like a year without rain 
Ohhohoh 

I'm missing you so much 
Can't help it, I'm in love 
A day without you is like a year without rain 
I need you by my side 
Don't know how I'll survive 
A day without you is like a year without rain 
Ohhohoh, Woooaaahh woaahh 
Ooohh, Ooooooooouuhh


This heard this song this morning and in made me break in tears reminfding me of how much i love a certain individual... It's like they're here but i can't reach them...
Nice song tho!!

Wednesday, 9 March 2011

^^^Beach Volleyball Tournament^^^

BVA (Belize Volleyball Association) is hosting it's 1st leg of the year Beach Volleyball Tournament starting this Saturday, 12th March, 2011. 
The tournament will be held at different stops: Buttonwood Bay Park, Caye Caulker, San Pedro and Old Belize.
In each stop teams entering must pay the participating fee of $40 or $50 per team.  The more teams that enters the cheaper the participation price will be.

This weekend  Saturday 12th March will be the females and Sunday 13th March will be the males at Buttonwood Bay park.  Due to having only one beach court so far at the park.
Cash Prizes will be rewarded to the top three winners.  1st Place-$300, 2nd Place-$150 and 3rd Place-$100


COME OUT AND PARTICIPATE...COME ENJOY A BEAUTIFUL, WINDY AND SUNNY WEEKEND AS YOUR FRIENDS PLAY IN THE TOURNAMENT.

Friday, 4 March 2011

!!~*JAGUARS*~!!

I am a part of Jaguars Volleyball Club in Belize City!! 
We play at 1st Division level...
This team is one of a kind, I won't ever compare to any other and I will never trade for any other.  We go through our mishaps with one another, but at the end we are ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY!! 
Being close to a sport team is like having another family outside of the home.  People who will be there for you at all times and people who we really care for.  On this team, teamwork is very important and that's why when we see a player having an off night or day we work with them through it...building back up that energy and motivation. We strive for the best and we believe in the best and nothing less.  
Playing international we keep our heads high and never look down or back on what could have been.  We try our best to represent our country Belize to the best of our abilities and learn something new every time.
RPP!!! We are together RELENTLESSLY PURSIUNG PERFECTION!!!




"Individually, we are one drop. Together, we are an ocean."
~Ryunosuke Satoro





Thursday, 3 March 2011

FAMILY!!!

I have a wonderful and loving family. Yes, at times they do stuff that gets to my head, but i know i will never change for anything in the world. I'll have hard and rough times with them, we will make it out together holding each others hands.

To be apart of a family like mine 
is so divine 
where love is shown 
hurt is shared 
our love for each other is never impaired 

we talk 
we laugh 
we cry 

but we are a family 
and we do it all together 
for as a family 
we do it all as one 

you hurt one 
you hurt all 
and as a family unit 
we will all stand tall 

for we are family 
a family full of strength 
a family full of love 
a family no one can touch 
that's why I love my family so much. 



Monday, 28 February 2011

Boredom!!!

What do you do when your bored?
I use watch television, but now i play volleyball and go on facebook.  Television has no kind of interest to me anymore.  Most of youmay hang out with friend, but most of my friends are on my volleyball team so we almost do the same thing and that's mostly play volleyball...
Tell me what you do?

Friday, 25 February 2011

Clothes...

Do you think you have either too much or too little clothes at times??
When going out i will proclaim i have too little clothes, but when it's time to wash and fold and put them up i scream i have too much...
It's like i can;t make up my mind...lol

Do you feel the same?

Wednesday, 23 February 2011

MOTIVATION!!!

MOTIVATION!!! Who knew it has a major effect on what you do....
Last night February 22nd, 2011.  A friend was somewhat, kind of, put down and wanted to give up on something she loves on that night.  She was told that she can't do a certain thing because the other people was much more advance than her. 
She came to me for advice and i told her if it was me i would go home, because it seems as though she's not wanted here. Another friend told her not to go, stick it out and prove to them that she can do anything they can do.
The girl did an amazing job for the night and proved to everyone she can do it...


No matter what people say to you, stick it out and work hard in achieving your goal.
Don't look back on what could have been...

Monday, 21 February 2011

WELCOME!!!

Welcome to my my blog spot...
Here you will find whatever is in my mind and my opinions on it.  
This is the start of something new, that my CIS120-1 (Business Information System) course requires.  I plan to try and keep your mind flowing and occupied as I update my blog.
Thanks for your support :)